Hello to all who read this and it’s entirety. I’ve been wanting to write for awhile and I feel that if you don’t put your heart out for something you want or need, well it shouldn’t become available to me or to you. If you haven’t picked it up by now in my adult self I’m very cynical and morbid because I choose to accept reality as it is now instead of imagining it as something else

I am a 21 year old extreme introvert who pays more attention to what others are doing saying and thinking almost to a point that i know what to say to get as I please and sometimes I can’t help it. I’m not one to use it to get into someone’s pants or for money although I have made very childish moves in the past that I’m not exactly proud of . But mistakes are meant to define us and you must have lows in order to measure the highs, someone once told me and I live by that. I truly believe that. In all aspects of life .

But enough about my cynical comments and views. To be honest I don’t know what I want or need , I want to develop that with someone , I’m sorry I do know some things that I want in a person or for someone close to me who wants to learn those things . But one thing I do wish for is pure close affection being the small spoon and being the little one or being called so. I do have to warn, my body has been physically hurt in the past some scars are healed but some not so much, I flinch when someone raises a hand at me or touches me. I want to get over that with someone .

A few things about my day to day , I am a streamer trying to catch the big moment . I love food, sunsets, swimming , music etc etc.

Kinks: riddle the answer in a DM . To find the path . “What forms in an instant but last a lifetime “? I think I’ve said enough time to let others read and pick apart if they do please .

-A cynical Jace