31 [M4F] #NY #Online submissive sweet boy looking for his mommy.

I will start this off with I am a single parent. So, if children would never be your thing, this is where you stop reading :/

I am a 31M with a desire to be a sub. This isn't a recent development. This is something I have attempted with past partners but they were either too submissive, or not kinky enough to perform. So, my experience with being a sub is limited, but I know it is what I am.

As for my expectations, forever. I am looking for a life partner who matches my sexual nature, personality, and overall is as close to or is a soulmate. I have no desire for quick flings, short term, or any of that nonsense. What I want is a life partner.

As far as my kinks; ANR/AB, joi, orgasm control/denial, worship, edging, and im open to try many things! my limits are as follows; scat, vomit, extreme violence/blood/knife play

About me:

I am a hyper nerd and musician. I love learning extensive lore on shows, games, movies, books, and whatever else I may get invested into. I have a tendency to go find YouTube videos and consume 2-3 hour long lore videos while participating in another activity. I play many instruments, but mostly guitar. Extremely invested and continuously writing music. My goal isn't to be famous or anything, I simply love making music and refuse to stop. It is in my blood.

I quite enjoy video games, primarily shooters and single player rpgs. However, I am always down to play anything co op.

I am 100% a Dadbod type, although I have started working out twice a week. I am 5'11, dark brown hair and eyes, and a mustache(facial hair can be decided on).

In a relationship I have a tendency to be very loverboy and worship/adoring type. I get enthralled by my partner and love sharing every little thing I love and am passionate about with them, even if they don't quite understand it. I am also the type to constantly compliment and surprise with random gifts even if it's a simple "oh I got you these snacks while I was out." I am a big cuddler, and enjoy giving massages, although I am not the best at it. If there is any other info you need, I am more than happy to give the info.

My age range is 28-38, although I prefer 30

I would prefer someone within the northeast area of the U.S. as it makes travel and meeting up easier and I obviously plan for that.

I'm sorry if some information is missing. Even if you don't plan to start something with me, I'm always happy to get advice on presenting myself better, or even how to explore my forever domme :)

Thank you