28 [M4F] Male looking for Mistress to train me #online to be a good sub and explore.

Looking for Mistress to help me explore and train me online. I always seem very horny and the stuff online doesn’t do it for me anymore. The times I do look I often look at Mistress / Fetish porn with great interest. To be this means I am just slutty and need to be controlled and trained to be a good slut. If your looking for money please keep Scrolling.

I have had a mistress in the past who took me under her wing and made me feel proud and such a great person and made me so excited but I chickened out rather than speaking to her when it came to speaking to her about my feeling about completing a task which I wasn’t comfortable with at that time. It left me without a mistress and for me that was a massive mistake and I have learned by it and just want to find a play partner who can teach me and have some fun along the way.

Hopefully the above have given you an understanding of my motivations and reasons for seeking a Mistress.

Please read on for more info -

About me - I am 28 I live at home with parents and do alot of volunteering in my spare time. I am nerdy, west glasses and have a beard. I am hairy. I enjoy the outdoors like camping / hiking and walking.

My kinks are the following - scat / diapers / spanking / edging / anal play / Humiliation / dirty talk / cei / age play / orgasm control / space training

Hard limits - CBT / lasting or permeant marks including body writing

My personally fantasy - imagine me your submissive at your mercy tied up spread eagle on a bed, wrists and ankles bound tight enough to squirm but not loose enough to escape, you have the key to these restraints. Your pacing around the bed with your leather underwear and clothing on with your strap on lubbed and ready to fuck the shit out of whoever you chose, on your right hand is your other slave who is there also to assist you in your task. Your task if to tame and mould me from a dirty little perverted fuckpig into your slut on demand willing to do what you want or suffer the consequences. You start my lubing up my cock and when I start moaning you stop immediately annoyed at the pleasure that you did not give permission for! So you take a paddle from the nearby table and start warming my legs up slap by slap. Then you ask if I want a spanking, I say yes, you say yes what fuck pig, I reply with yes mistress. Now you undo my cuffs and ask me sternly to turn over and get on my Knees doggy style for and count out the slaps. The leader paddle swings and makes contact, I stifle a moan and say 1, slap, 2, slap, 3. What happens next……. message me and we can decide!