If I were to ask someone I knew about my personality, I suppose they would say something along the lines of: “He’s a strange guy who’s quiet and seemingly aloof but can be incredibly clever and funny when he speaks up”. I’m neurodivergent (Autism ADHD), which has most importantly manifested in an incredibly weak instinct to inquire about others and share my thoughts with them, even though I want the best for everyone I meet and am glad to provide help. I suppose I just have a high bar for which of my thoughts are worth sharing, and would rather give others the room to express themselves.

That doesn’t mean I want to be closed off though: I'll try to be an open book and am happy to indulge others’ desires to feel heard and understood. It’s just that I’ll probably be satisfied simply knowing someone is watching over and appreciating me, and that they are happy as well.

Though I think I have a lot to offer in a relationship, I’m the opposite of a “player”. I’m not going to spontaneously seducing anyone by shooting flirty DMs into their inbox. Instead, think of me as a teddy bear- passive and quiet by nature, but focused on and devoted to supporting the girl that plays with me.

The woman I’m looking for is one who:

• Would appreciate a good boy and/or boy toy that is sweet and earnest.
• Probably identifies as a mommy or gentle mistress domme.
• Has a healthy supply of intellect and the compassion to embrace my peculiarities and special needs, rather than pushing me to suppress them.
• Would happily take the initiative in our interactions and directing the overall relationship (probably some kind of role-reversal or FLR).
• Would gladly teach me - I’m quite inexperienced in relationships and will tend to freeze up when I don’t know what I should do next. Think of it as a plus, that I’m vulnerable to teasing.
• Is preferably looking for a long-term monogamous in-person relationship, though I’m open to exploring relationships that are online or without commitment.

For this woman, I would gladly concede power in our relationship and would eagerly do whatever I can to make her happy. Nothing gets me going like the gratitude of an endearing woman. I’d even probably wind up clinging to and revering her, though I’d be afraid to show it at first. Eventually though, I would want to cry into her bosom, only wishing that I had met her earlier.

About me:

• I’m currently a PhD candidate studying physics, which is a big part of my life.
• My body:
  • 6’1, and on the heavier side of average.
  • White skin with brown eyes and black hair.
  • I currently have a mustache beard. I wouldn’t need much convincing to shave them off, but I’m naturally hairy all over anyways.
  • Faceless pic- I can send more pictures on request.
• My interests/hobbies-
  • Video games (overwatch, marvel rivals, single player games)
  • Stories in all forms-books, tv, movie, anime especially, etc.
  • Getting back into the gym for weight training, though I don’t currently have access to a good one.
  • I do tutoring in stem subjects as a side gig, so “carry me through my calculus class” is on the table for tasks that I can be assigned lol.
  • Actively
• Kinks
  • I don’t really have the experience to say what I like for sure, but I’m open-minded and am already interested in being told what to do & rewarded, being used, and being penetrated.
• Limits
  • Emotional sadism/degradation (I’m too delicate for that)
  • Selfish exploitation of my submission (I’m pleased to please, but I’m not here to sell myself into slavery).
  • Cucking, water sports/scat/vomit/etc, torture (a little bit of pain infliction and roughness can be ok), findom.

If interested- Send me a message that tells me your age, gives me a sense of your personality, character, what you are looking for etc., and then maybe what stuck out in my profile and prompt me to say something back or something. The message doesn’t need to be long.

It would be nice to receive a picture of you, but it’s not necessary yet. Also, I'm not really one for text conversations, would prefer to meet or do voice/video quickly.