I am an introverted nerd who tries to live out his fantasies and wants to immerse himself in the beautiful world of BDSM

I also love to spend the evening on the couch or on the PC, after a workout in the gym.

Stats:

Age: 36

Gender: male

Hair: very short black hair (about 1mm)

Facial: short beard

Height: 180cm (5’9)

Eyes: green with a little bit of brown

Relationship: single

Body: normal-little bit chubby

Country: Germany

Sexuality: straight

Hobbies:

I love video games, anime, movies, but I also enjoy going to the gym and cycling.

I am currently focusing on getting back to my old athletic body with great success. 

Therefore I train 4-5 times a week.

Personality:

I am very introverted (ISTP-T). I tend to feel uncomfortable around more people and therefore prefer to stay at home. I am shy so please give me some time to warm up.

I usually live in extremes. It's not always easy for me to open up to other people (you maybe need some patience), but when I do, I open up completely.

The same applies to me as a sub. If I submit to a person in certain areas, then I do so completely. Not just when I feel like it.

In my past, I was always the dominant part in all relationships. I never wanted that and always felt that I was working against my nature.

I also think a lot about things before I do them so that I have as much control as possible over every situation. Professionally, I also make difficult decisions from day to day.

As time goes by, I realize how much this is exhausting for me. I am looking for a balance in my life where I can submit to someone and give up control

What would I like?

I have already had the pleasure of being sexually (soft) dominated with a local domme. That was my only real experience with a domme so far.

It felt very good, especially sexually, to give up control to someone and be treated like a sex toy and not know what will or won't happen.

I have no experience with this type of relationship outside of the sexual but I am open to also submitting outside of sexual fantasies.

I am open to a purely online relationship but am also happy to have a relationship where there is the possibility of meeting in real life at some point.

For a remote relationship I own various remote toys from Lovense such as a Solace Pro, Gush, Edge2.

You have no/hardly any experience yourself? Great. Let's dive down this rabbit hole together and see what we like and what we don’t like.

Are you experienced? Be aware that I'm inexperienced myself but happy to explore how far I want to go. I will learn fast and be sure im dedicated. Please train me to be a perfect little sub

If you're looking for something more casual at the moment, that's ok with me, it helps me gain more experience. 

But of course I am happy about something more serious/longterm.

What can I give?

It's difficult to answer that without a lot of experience. I am committed and very open, ready to explore a lot and dedicated.

As far as that goes, I'm still a blank slate.

Kinks:

Pegging, JOI(P), Anal, Facesetting (basically everything licking related), Cum Control, Cum Denial, Edging, Bondage, forced orgasm

Limits:

Findom, age play, heavy pain, everything with blood, urine or feces, cross dressing, sissification, forced bi

The Kinks I listed are things I already experienced or find extremely exciting. The limits are all things I will propably never get into.

The unlisted things I’m ready to explore over time.

So if you've read all this and are still interested, then write to me. 

I'd love to get to know you see if we vibe and we can exchange pictures there. Let me know what you want, what your limits are

If you have seen $ signs somewhere on here then save us both the time. I am not willing to pay any fees. That's not what I'm looking for.

That was difficult for me to write, as I don't really like to put myself in the spotlight. I hope it's not too bad

I know I'm probably looking for a unicorn. But if you never look you'll never find.