Where do I even begin with these things, I'm a 32 yo man in the US east coast and essentially new to subbing and kink in general.

My knowledge of what things mean is limited and the dynamics in general so I'm really not even sure what to expect from this but if your willing to give me a chance I'm eager to learn and explore.

I mean some short background on me personally before we get to the kink stuff I'm an unapologetic nerd magic the gathering dungeons and dragons tabletop type shit, if it's nerdy in any fashion I probably wanna discuss it with you for hours. Past that though I'd like to think I'm more interesting than that because if I'm being honest that's not a great sell and I know it. But hey atleast my job is interesting and it lets me provide cute animal pics frequently.

See here's a baby piggy cuddled into my beard come on its a baby pig who doesn't love a baby pig : https://ibb.co/WFT4qM5

If I'm being honest I tried to explore kink once many years ago and was essentially immediately exposed for it and dealt with humiliation and fallout for years, this combined with a generally repressed household upbringing mean honestly these kinds of things usually embarrass me, I'm blushing even just typing this up to be honest but that's also kind of what I enjoy I think in a weird way. If you want a pathetic flustered whimpering boy then well.. here I am I guess.

Based on what I've read from other posts I guess what I'm looking for is like a mommydom or like softdom just someone who can be gentle and loving and let me be a weak pathetic boy who cries in your arms when I need it. Some guidance and praise, that kind of dynamic. I'll do my best to reward you with my obedience and try to make you happy in return in anyway that I can.

People usually list their kinks in these and to be honest I'm new enough to not know for sure because obviously fantasy and reality are two different things but like I do know a few things

• Feet, foot worship, etc it's been one of the constants in my life I hope that's ok.

• I don't know if there's a name for it but I love it when a woman pushes me around or pins me to a wall basically overpowers me when I could clearly fight back if I wanted (I'm 6'1" I'm a pretty big dude but I like feeling like a ragdoll before you).

• I might be into some light exhibitionism but i haven't really pushed it beyond like 2 naughty flings in places I shouldn't have but God did it make me feel things.

• I'm pretty sure i have a praise kink or something because if you call me a good boy in a sultry tone I'm going to melt for you.

• I love the feeling of you running your fingers through my hair and grabbing on tight pulling controlling me.

• Finally I'm into some degradation, I don't wanna be told I'm a piece of shit daily or anything like that but when things are spicy feel free to put me in my place.

I really don't know what else to say here and I already feel like I'm rambling so I'm sorry for the wall of text but to sum it up I'm new I'm willing to try most things I'm super excited to hear from you if you'll have me and I hope I do soon! Oh and if you have questions or requests I'll do my best to accommodate you.