Helloooo :3

Let's address the whole femdom thing first, I guess...

I uh - I've been having trouble trying to figure out how to work femdom into this. 😅 I have a tough time submitting. I'm not sure if it's because I am autistic, a bit antisocial and chronically online, my avoidant attachment style, very selfish and greedy (I try to be respectful in personal relationships though), maybe I'm a brat, or maybe I'm not even a sub (not that there's necessarily anything wrong with all of that, but still). :/ You are probably desiring something romantic more than anything and uh, I think being kind of polyamorous is going to be a turn off. Having a cuckquean mommy thing most definitely will (probably?) so I guess that just leaves us with friendship and horny fun. I'm probably not "submissive enough" if you're hoping for a relationship - regardless I still have interest in femdom. Whatever, moving on...

If you can't tell, I'm a rambler lol. Okay, here's what I am looking for. I pretty much just want a voyeur for my internet activities. I like to play video games, like I've been playing some roguelites you probably don't know lol, and I like to watch youtube, and more than anything (besides uh romance) I'd love to have someone keep me company. I'm lonely, but I'm not okay with just any woman. I'd like to have some sort of emotional connection. And then, in order for me to be an exhibitionist and you a voyeur, I think it'd make sense for me to share my screen so you can see what I'm looking at on discord. It requires voice calling. Ideally, if you dm me, then I'm hoping you want to do this a lot like everyday (I'm hella clingy). I'm patient and flexible though. I get busy too, but I'm free for a month. But wait, there's more...

I don't have streaming services, but I'd love to watch horror movies because I have seen very little. Same with anime. I like fucked up stuffz. But wait, there's even more...

Okayy... I um get horny a lot, and pretty much what I am looking for is again having someone watch my screen, invade my privacy, and you can see the really weird hentai I'm into lol. I love talkativeness/chattiness over voice calling - like I know it's kind of a big ask, but I know exactly what I like in this regard. I was thinking it'd be cool if we're just hanging out, you watch me play or watch something with me here or there, but then I get a bwoner, and I have to relieve myself. So it's like an "awww you couldn't help yourself but get hard from the big boobies?" kind of vibe, and maybe we see in a youtube video or something about uh horror or true crime lol. I just would love to hear you talking to me while I look at porn, sometimes for hours. 😬 The big ask is I want you to lead the conversation when I'm being a horny fuck because uh I will have trouble with a melted brain lol. I like being asked questions, hearing comments, revealing and confessing my kinks, and then some other bonus stuff.

Okayyy, if by some chance you're still on board (I regret to inform you that there's something wrong with you if you like me so far ☹️), okay no but I have an even BIGGER sort of optional ask. I totally understand if you're not interested, but it is a rarer kink that I am open to but not requiring to entertain. I love that mommy stuff. I don't do coloring books or drink from a sippy cup, but I would love to be put into little space, and again I know what I like so I can teach you how to do it for me. Also, if you talk to me in a much higher pitched voice all excited-like (like I'm a poppy), then I get uh weird hopefully in a good way lol. And then screw it, another bonus thing on top of that we can do is dark ageplay, but by no means expected. It's been a year since I've had a dark scene like that so no worries, I know it's rare. By the way, I do not send nude pictures or videos, but video calling is fun lol. I fucking love sending hentai and memes randomly too ^{.^}

Anyways, I hope you realize I said a lot of "wants" in this, and that's kind of the fear - like I'm hoping you still get a kick out of this and also being my friend. I know I come off as demanding, and I apologize for that if it takes away from the femdom aspect. A lot of other typical forms of play just haven't done it for me. I'd love to watch your screen too, but np if not. Maybe you don't game or watch youtube. I love giving advice too, and I'm an emotional pathetic fuck so if you like a vulnerable guy, then hi lmao.

Omg there's so many small things I keep forgetting to mention (pun not intended), but sometimes people ask and I am 5'9", 220lbs fat, and 3" uncut with a fat ass. I have more ideas for cyber play, but they require A LOT of trust first.

Okayyyyyyy I'd love to voice call! If you're interested, feel free to hmu. :) If you're skeptical, I understand - I'm a challenging sub, and you have wants too. Okayhh baiii :)

(or haiiiii? in my dms) :0