I have been looking for a domme to disipline me. Control my orgasms. Also i love nipple torture.

Kinks: Edging, Nipple torture, Ruined Orgasm, Denial, CBT Limits: Anal, Photo, Scat, Pee, Blood, Public play Toys: Nipple clamps ( i can show how they look on my nipples. But no face photo )

I want to get disiplined. I am cumming whenever i want and that is not coming true to me. I think i should learn to deserve orgasms. I will learn quick and i believe the impact of great control will be good for my life. I will be a better person afterwards. So if you feel we are a good fit for this kind of relationahip feel free to dm me. Also you can use the comments section to give me a task. I am looking for a disiplining ruleset. I will obey your rules. If i dont you can punish me as well. The limits should be respected always. This is the most important thing for me. I wont send photos, i wont put something inside my ass, i wont drink pee. The activity you choose should not cause to bleeding. Also i wont play public. I can get the toys you want from a sex shop. But when we think we are a good fit. Because the toys are expensive. I think this should be enough to disipline me. If you feel it is not enough and you feel like additions will be good you can feel free to explain me. I am open-minded and respectful person. So if you feel good fit lets try something together. Let me tell me more about myself to you. I am a succesful software developer. I am building products, websites and mobile applications. I feel very kinky outside of my job. Currently i am constantly edging myself. However, i am not succesful at edging for i normally do for my job. Sometimes i can edge for hours, mess myself and the pain on my balls and cock are indescribebale. However, when it gets too much painful i cant keep myself without cumming. Most of the time i came ruined. Ruined orgasms are relieving pain but not giving any pleasure. I was in locktober completely and constant state of edging. I ruined 5 times this month without any full orgasm. I have nipple clamps for to keep my nipples trained too. I am clamping them based on my situation or sometimes i am asking the durarion, kind, breaks or any type of parameter to communities on reddit. This is what i am doing for making and keeping them well trained. Now i have been not cumming (full orgasm) for 35 days and my balls and cock are leaky and needy. Thank you for your reading.