I’ve gone from a relatively vanilla white male in his early 30s to a savage porn consuming submissive anal slut over the past couple years. Thank you Reddit, my transformation is complete.

I love porn and I love finding new kinks through porn. I’m open to just about anything, feed me more, I crave it.

As far as everything else is concerned, I want to give up complete control of my orgasms. I’d like to discuss some general ground rules and goals and then have a mistress encourage me and hold me accountable to those goals. I can never seem to get past the two-week mark, but I yearn for what it feels like to go a month or longer denied. I crave the feeling that is on the faces of all these chastity sluts locked up for locktober. They can make it, I can’t. Perhaps you can hold me accountable through No Nut November? Maybe longer? The choice is yours.

I don’t want to just not cum, I want to be edged. Keep me caged. Plug me up. Stretch me out with bigger toys. Torment me, tease me, torture me. I crave it all and want more.

Maybe you want to take away my ability to cum through an erect penis. I’d love to be trained to cum from anal pleasure only. Or ruin my orgasm. I have a little experience in achieving sissygasms, but not much. I want to prove I can put in the work and dedication to make it a reliable source of frustrating release for me. My nipples? Maybe that’s the only area that’s allowed any type of sensation. I’m open to any and all ideas.

So this is just a bit of a brainstorm of what I’m looking for. I have some experience working w online dommes over the past couple years and I’ve turned into a total slut. I love it and I want more of it. I’d love for this to develop into a longer term dynamic and build off the goals we set together and you build for me.

I am also looking for a friend. I want to talk to you about how I’m feeling through this and share what’s going on personally. We don’t have to totally give away anonymity, but it would be nice to have more than just a kink-based dynamic, though sometimes that has its place too.

Who am I looking for? Women, ages 25-45, though I’m flexible on age. I prefer curvy, but also like skinny, fit, chubby, and bbw body types. If you have experience, great, if not, let’s chat about kinks and figure out where we can go together. I’m really into Moms, but anyone who is interested in anything I said is welcome to reach out. I’d love to also find someone who wants to explore this space but doesn’t get to at home.

I am in decent shape. Alpha male presenting. 6’0”, medium build, I love to show off.

Availability: I’d love to find something that’s every day, even just a check in or two. Working hours are generally best for me, but I am available at most hours, though not too late!

If I said something you liked, send me a message! I’d love to chat and see where we might be able to take it! Thank you!