Hi! I’m finally rebuilding after a long depression, and I’m looking for something exciting to add fun to my life and motivate me through the tedious and sometimes overwhelming work of getting my life together. I’m open to that excitement coming from friendship, a romantic partner, a dynamic or anything really.

Pics of me :) : https://imgur.com/a/Z3PxuD0 I'm 5'9", skinny but slowly putting on muscle, and I have a nice peen and ass if I do say so myself.

In terms of kink I’m really open, a mix of teasing/bullying and tenderness will make my brain explode and you can probably get me to do nearly anything haha. Kink sponge will soak up whatever if you put me in that headspace. I love giving head! I love blindfolds and sensory play, I love being smacked around, I love being cuddled. I’ve always wanted to be a sub top, I’m bi/heteroflexible so I can imagine forced bi and threesomes being fun. I’ve had cuck fantasies too but I might be too fragile to have that not negatively affect my self esteem lol. Open to chastity though the idea isn’t all that appealing to me atm. I’m a switch at heart, but until I build up my productive capacity and improve myself more I’m only currently looking to explore my submissive side, since sometimes I feel kinda pathetic and I want to explore kink without the tiring pressure of living up to masculine standards to be energetic and charismatic etc.

soft limit is bathroom urine and FECES and hard limit is anything to do with leather or animals. I’m a vegan and animal rights activist and that comes first 😌

Irl I’ve been going through it, but I’ve always loved cycling and am starting to take up running! I love the way it makes me feel. I love hiking and outdoor stuff but I also love watching movies, art movies, listening to music etc all pretty par the course lol. Kinda a recluse I’m trying to get out more. I tend to be nocturnal but also trying to correct that a bit for the sake of not neglecting other aspects of my life. I’m a leftist and I love reading books on history, theory and critiquing various aspects of society. Current fixation on Soviet history lol. I used to really like video games like rgg and Zelda but life got in the way, I’d like to get back into them. Used to be into urban exploration but got arrested and became pretty cautious eek. I love any art or places with unique atmospheres, they feel life affirming and make my imagination go. I’d love to learn how to ride a motorcycle! Sorry for dumping here ack it’s been a while since I’ve written anything and I’m having fun.

I’d really prefer an in person dynamic but I’m open to online stuff if there’s a strong connection. Looking for age range 19-42, not more than twice my age. Would love to talk with someone who shares some of my interests, nsfw or sfw, if you speak a language like Spanish, German, Russian or Mandarin Italian etc I would like to learn a language and having a penpal could inspire me.

I'm 5'9", skinny but slowly putting on muscle, and I have a nice peen and ass if I do say so myself

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Thank you for reading! Nervous but excited for responses.