As I’m writing this, it’s 11:38 PM, and I’ve been up since around 6:30 AM. I’m very tired, but anxiety is keeping me awake. So, apologies for any typos.

I’m a submissive male, or maybe a switch, I’m not sure. When I’m very horny and getting off, I feel very submissive and needy for a hand around my neck. But once the nut goes off, I kinda lose all that and resume with my day.

Which is to say I’m not looking for someone to control my life. I’m not looking for a mistress who I have to worship every hour. I’m not looking for an owner, or a finance controller.

What I’m looking for is something casual and simple. That’s not to say I just want to use you (the hypothetical you, I have no idea who you actually are) for sexual gratification, that’s not what I mean at all. What I mean is I’m looking something closer to platonic than romantic, though not quite on either side.

The ideal person I’m looking for here is an intelligent, funny, well spoken woman, who’s willing to let things breathe and develop naturally as we build a rapport and relationship. Someone who’s patient. Someone who’s kind, but able to flip the switch to (consensually) cruel.

Who am I, what do I have to offer? Call me C. I’m a college student currently at my local community college, going for GenEd credits right now, currently with the vague goal of eventually transferring to another school to pursue a degree in education, but, eh, I don’t know. Still figuring that out.

I consider a fairly intelligent and funny guy. I don’t think any humor is coming through on this post though. As I write this my language feels as dry as baby powder.

What I can offer you is good conversation, committed submissiveness, and as many compliments as you want.

Thanks for reading, whoever you are. Hope you have a great rest of your day/night/sabbath.