I'm honestly feeling a little too ashamed to say much. I'm just tired of feeling alone, like I have no where to go when I want a safe haven. if you find interest in me, or just to provide support, you are free to message me. please don't message me if you're looking for a kink dispenser. thank you.

copy&pasted info from my older posts: (honestly mostly to hit 1,000 character limit)

Generally I've been struggling with loneliness. I know I have people who care and are there for me but I don't feel comfortable with anybody that I know currently to be vulnerable with. I'm really looking for somebody who I can feel vulnerable with and not feel judged as I do with most people. I often feel misunderstood, and it feels risky to confide myself in most people. I know I have people, but oftentimes I don't feel like it's not what I need (e.g. comfort, affirmations) which sometimes ultimately just leads to me crying alone. I hope to find a connection where I feel safe. I want to note that I'm not looking for somebody to trauma dump on, I genuinely seek a two-way connection where I want to provide value, and I'd love to be there for you when you have troubles too.

Physical: Half Chinese half Viet 5'11'', black hair generally medium length. I have dark brown eyes, glasses, with an average weight profile with an ever so slightly lean towards chubby more than skinny.

Personality: I think if you wanted to oversimplify my personality, I'd say I'm like a loyal, affectionate, energetic, but insecure puppy. But that's an oversimplification, there's a lot of peculiar things about me. I'm an ESFP if that helps. I'd like to think that I'm a relatively kind and understanding person, and I try to have good intent when it comes to life, but everyone is capable of both good and evil, and I am no exception. I generally give off soft boy vibes but I try not to be a pushover. generally super soft, empathetic, and caring. when i get excited about things, i tend to get loud/hyper without realizing it (it's something i'm somewhat insecure of) i'm a very understanding person sometimes to a fault. generally i'm on the lower end of self-esteem/confidence, but I actively attend therapy which has helped me come a long way. While I wouldn't consider myself emotionally unstable, I do think it's important to note that I'm relatively feminine for a guy and I am more prone to mood swings.

Hobbies/interests: I'll keep this relatively short and you can find out more by talking to me, but generally some things I find myself enjoying are games (I've played too many to count and I'm open to new genres but generally all of my favorite games have been 1. multiplayer and 2. team-based, with some exceptions im sure), I enjoy anime (some of my favorite genres are: fantasy, romance, slice of life, action), tech-related hobbies / pc peripherals (real nerd shit). I also take interest in things like fashion/anything self expression.