Hello Ma'am!

I'm a writer by trade and over the last couple years have gone from pretty bad vision to functionally blind. I can still see out of my right eye a decent bit, enough toget by. I am a kind, considerate and compliant submissive, I really love getting to know my Domme as a 3 dimensional person not just being a Domme who gives me orders n stuff. I'm hoping to find a long term Mistress I can one day serve in real life helping to cook and clean, maybe edit videos if You are a content creator or somesuch. A woman who I can look up to and admire, worshipping for Her existence and impact on my life. I have been in the scene since I was 18 and have mostly found myself either being a service sub or being a kind of punching bag/stress relief for a Goddess. I would spend time at strip clubs in college, listening to the dancers tell me about their experiences with clients. Lots of interesting stories and perspectives.

While I grew up in the US my family is from Central/Eastern Europe, I speak the language and have been back to the Balkans numerous times. I tend to get along better with women from Europe than the US (broadly), but at this point I just want to find a woman who is open to dating a guy with the vision issues I have. I want to find a mutually supportive dynamic.. I tend to oscillate between wanting that kind of aggressive "I need to be a punching bag/stress toy" and "comfy Domme please let me bake you a cake" vibes.. this is why subby men like me need Women to guide us haha :D

Currently I'm writing erotica to get by as I try to find more stable employment. I love to learn languages, as it stands I speak 4 conversationally. I love metal music and true crime podcasts. In terms of kink besides being absolutely broken mentally, I love shiny clothing (latex, PVC, leather.. shiny good), boots, body worship and female supremacy/matriarchy. I want to try and explore my feminine side, I'd like to think I'm more of a femboi than a sissy, if there's much of a distinction there. I want to become a compliant, selfless boytoy for a Mistress who can proudly show me off as arm candy. I also love to be slapped/spanked and would be open to chastity. I vaguely remember seeing some electric toy that can be attached to a cock for shocking - would love to have something similar used in behavior training/mental conditioning.. a little masochism is good for me. Lately I've been getting into fitness a lot more, I run at least 3 times a week.

I hope to hear from you soon <3 please don't hesitate to message me Miss! Thank you for taking the time to read this.