I don't have a whole lot of experience with D/S and my last experience was a couple of years ago now but in the mean time I have done a LOT of soul searching and research (for want of a better word) in to what makes me tick. I love the emotional side of D/S far more than the physical and it intrigues me so so much. I discovered what I would really like from a dynamic. That is... to allow someone in to my head. Be vulnerable. Open right up and show them everything and let them thoroughly play with my emotions and feelings. There's a physical ache inside me that wants to hand over my heart and submit to someone in this way. I want you to know that I am willing to suffer in order to satisfy your dominant feelings. In order to suffer I have to be vulnerable and that is an incredible feeling to me. Very moreish. I adore seeing a dominant relax and show me who they really are. Often I've found that you tend to hold back as to not scare or ease in slowly, which is fine. But I adore it when you feel comfortable enough to proudly display who and what you are. What you really are. Getting to experience that is so special to me. I love that the more vulnerable I am and the more I am willing to suffer, the more you might take. It's almost like a perfect circle or spiral.

I like to imagine that my mind is like a body of water and that you are able to just dip your finger right in and watch the ripples slowly move out from your finger. Maybe swirl your fingers around and watch my feelings get stirred up. You add a little bit of something else and watch the two different liquids react with each other. A crimson red liquid dropped in to the clear water perhaps. Maybe they don't mix and one sits on top of the other, maybe your crimson liquid dominates the mixture and turns the water completely red. I hope you can picture and understand my silly analogy. I think about it a lot. :)

In day to day life I'm very stable when it comes to my emotions. I have good mental health and look after myself, I'm able to recognise when I'm not quite feeling right and remedy that.

I am very good at articulating how I'm feeling and gain a lot of enjoyment from telling you how you're making me feel. 

I am a very 'soft' person. I often fail to set boundaries and allow people to walk all over me because I'm a people pleaser and in previous relationships I have run right back to people that have hurt me. I used to be drawn to toxic people like a moth to a flame! But I've worked on that and now understand why. But there's still room for a little toxicity in my life ;) 

I am fairly emotional in the sense that I feel a lot of things. Little comments from friends or colleagues will stay in my head for weeks, months or years whether that's a positive one or negative one. I am very sensitive to criticism and to being told off. In real life I absolutely haaaate being shouted at or criticised, but with you... yes you're different :) although I will still dislike it there is also a part of me that aches for the way it makes me squirm, my stomach drop and my heart burst out of my chest. It will definitely sting.I have a really deep psychological craving for this.I absolutely adore it when someone switches between being kind and caring, almost mothering or babying me? To being manipulative, cold and mean. Brainwashing me or gaslighting me? Yes please.

I can be a fairly jealous and envious person too. Not good traits, I know. When it comes to D/S being made to feel jealous is almost like being drunk. It's incredibly intoxicating to me and stirs up so many emotions I often cannot properly describe what I'm feeling.

Essentially I am craving a mean bully :) I enjoy being shamed and humiliated for things that I like. Sexual preferences, kinks, sexuality. It doesn't need to be said that there is going to have to be a high level of trust that is developed prior to flying in to all of these things, and I am hoping that you are responsible and kind too <3

I am very malleable and enjoy being obedient so I'm very likely to gain pleasure from indulging you in any kinks you may have as long as they're not too extreme. I'm I also very service oriented and just generally adore doing what I'm told. Away from kinky tasks I enjoy 'vanilla' or menial every day tasks like doing the dishes or doing garden work etc.

Physically I am tall (6ft2) fairly stocky with thick body hair (that I keep neat!) my body is quite manly but my face is kinda 'cute' I guess. :)

Outside of kink I’m in to photography, hiking and recently got in to gardening and house plants!

Hopefully this has struck a chord with you, I'd love to hear from you even if you just have a couple of questions!