In DC at a hotel tonight and tomorrow. I want someone to tie me up, edge me, spank me, belittle me, call me names, and make me cum on my face as you lightly peg my virgin ass.

I’m getting turned on just asking for it.

I’ve long had this fantasy and I’ve done versions of it on camera before.

This used to be easy. Fifteen years ago, there was a thing called Yahoo Messenger, and it was filled with people looking for this kind of (virtual) experience. It was quite simple to sign in late at night and find no shortage of women—or at least, people pretending to be women—who wanted to have fun with me.

And oh, the fun I had. This was in the very early days of webcams. I had one, but there wasn’t much expectation that the other person would have one as well. It was a blast to get lost in the fantasy of who was typing the words in a private message to me, telling me how to undress and what to do to my body.

There were two particular women who turned me on to femdom, and I’ve been looking for the same kind of relationship ever since. I showed them my camera over YM while we would speak on the phone. They would give me orders, tell me to slap myself, edge me, call me names…then came the day that, as I was begging her to let me cum, one of them said “pull up your legs and let me see your asshole.” “Well,” I started, “I can’t really do that while sitt”—“STICK YOUR FINGER IN YOUR ASS NOW!”

Holy shit. She made me into putty. And when she was done, and I was lying there with cum covering my chest and face, she would tell me to get lost. I fantasize about this just about every day.

But YM is gone. I tried chaturbate for a while. It was fine, but not great. And now they require ID verification, which I will not do.

I want to live out this fantasy in real life.

After tonight, maybe I would see you again. I’m in DC every so often. Or maybe I wouldn’t. I really don’t know. I’m looking for someone who is okay with that. So, this would be the equivalent of a one-night stand. I recognize that many of you are not looking for such a thing.

You are:

• bossy when we’re having fun
• completely fine if I go silent for a while.
• doing this for fun, not for money