Hey, so full disclaimer!

I won't be in the city until September, but basically... when I go back to college, I'd love to hit the ground running and meet with someone irl! I'm hoping we can get to know each other a little and get comfortable before any play. We can do that online in the meantime or wait until in person, whichever you prefer. Even though I don't send pics or vids, I understand physical attraction is important. I am ok with showing you me on a video call, if you desire. But if you want to be surprised instead, that's ok too! My one selfish request is, if you get to see me, then I should be able to see the same parts of you too (but I probably won't ask for anything that revealing tbh). I think that's fair for trying to figure out if we're into one another.

I took a break from college for a couple years for mental health, but I'm coming back. My only sexual and kink experience has been online unfortunately (but it has been intense mentally in a good way from time to time, so I have that experience.) :/

I'm looking to change that by going outside of my comfort zone and exploring with something I made up called "control days." It's basically as close to a tpe dynamic as possible for periods of 24 hours (more or less) that we would schedule in advance. My submission would be (almost) completely in your hands, although, forgive me! I am inexperienced as you can imagine. I will try my best not to safe word, but I need some limits.

Some permanent harm, some public stuff, and some pics and vids will make me safeword. Being made to lose my virginity will probably make me safeword, like putting my real penis into a real vagina or a real anus or having someone put a real penis into my real anus. Anything illegal, drugging me, making me use drugs, ruining my life, feeling like I'm in genuine danger for my life, minors and animals, and not doing the std/sti check thingy (I haven't done the check before so I might ask some questions) are absolute no's from me.

As a side note, I am open to pushing myself to do extreme, masochistic, nasty, degrading, and generally fucked up things, but it's up to you. Wholesome and lovely things are great too, but it's up to you. One other selfish thing I want to mention is I also think I'd be most enthusiastic if everything was unpredictable and we tried different things or little roleplays or creative experiences or new things for me to try here and there (basically to mix it up instead of just exclusively being your oral slave all day 😐), but it's up to you.

Other than that, I will try my best to be controlled as much as possible by you. Ideally, I would like this to be a recurring thing, and I am open to friendship/intimacy! Just doing the kinky stuff is ok though too.

As for you, you have to be 18 , and I have to be attracted to you. I highly prefer creativity. I also prefer women, but men and other genders are cool too.

If you would like to get to know me more, feel free to ask me anything and hmu! :)