For years, I had toyed with sissification but never really took it any where. Until recently.

In the past couple months, I have really delved into all this and I think I have potential (I have pics in my profile, if you'd care to take a look and judge for yourself). But I'm still inexperienced and I am hoping to find someone who can train me and, hopefully, ultimately own me for the long term. I'm not looking for a one-time or NSA thing. I'd really like to make a lasting connection with someone.

I would love to be of service. I want to put my effort into pleasing someone and making her happy and be the absolute best servant and sissy that I can be.

Right now, I would be most comfortable meeting a woman (trans fems are definitely welcome!) for this. However, I am very curious about the idea of properly serving a man, as well. So I'm also open to meeting a MF couple, too. I'm not too sure about ever meeting a solo male, but if the perfect circumstances ever happened, I might consider it.

Admittedly, I do have a penchant for very dominant individuals with a definite mean streak. I'm very much into humiliation and some pain and I'd like both to be a part of this. Ideally, it would be an appropriate balance of mean and loving. Where, for example, I might get slapped harshly in the face (and you absolutely delight in hurting and humbling me), but it's countered later by genuine concern with aftercare, hand-holding, cuddling, or tender caresses to my cheek, etc.

However, it is not a deal breaker by any stretch if you're not into the harsher stuff. I am open to a more kind and nurturing arrangement, too.

Other kinks I'm into include, but are not limited to: foot/body worship, domestic service, bondage, sensory deprivation, behavior modification, pegging and anal play, CEI. I'm also into but lack experience with: cuckolding, forced bi, and chastity.

My limits include: anything illegal (including those things that should absolutely go without saying), toilet stuff, permanent marks or scars, public exposure/blackmail, forced intox, etc. I also have some personal limitations (particularly with my home life situation) that will need to be discussed.

For general interests, I enjoy reading, listening to music (mostly hard rock, metal, classical), hiking, cooking/baking, playing video games, gardening and watching movies.

While I'm okay with doing a little bit online, I want to eventually move this to in-person. So, I'm hoping to find someone local. I'm in WNY - the Olean area to be specific (about 2 hours south of Buffalo) - but I'm able and willing to travel a bit (about 2 to 3 hours), if necessary, for the right fit. I am single, but I do not live alone, so I cannot host.

If this sounds like something you'd like to do with me, I'd love to hear from you. I'm also looking for friends, so I'm happy to hear from anyone friendly into this lifestyle as well.

Thanks so much for reading!

Not to be rude, but just to be upfront, I probably won't reply to messages that just say, "Hey." I tried to put effort into this post, so I'm hoping someone can put effort into a response.