First of all I'm totally honest, i was thinking for a long time (2-3 weeks) if I should post on here, espacially because i know how thirsty so many submissives are on here. It kind of disgusts me. You know what they say if you are desperate, you'll end up having to pay. I also really really dislike the idea of having a dom and thats it. It makes me uncomfortable. I need to feel a connection between me and my dom, I need to know and trust them. So please don't start any conversation with "Let me dom you"..

That's it with my foreword, let me tell you about me and my life; As mentioned in the title, I'm 19 and from Germany. I am right now learning to become an educator/Erzieher for my germans here. It's my passion, I love working with children and teenagers and to help or support them through life. I play a lot of videogames in my freetime, which is also how i stay in contact with my friends. Therefore its relatively obvious that my main messenger is discord, I just love hanging out with my friends on the minecraft server we play on (I'm Admin there) and other games. I gladly have calls on there if we have somewhat of a basic connection. I am generally more of a shy and introverted guy in the beginning or with strangers (ISTP). I am very spontaneous when it comes to trips, which I ever do by myself or with my siblings. I dont really have IRL friends to do those with, which doesnt matter too much because i can perfectly entertain myself, espacially since I moved out at 17.

My main love language is physical touch, I'm such a sucker for cuddles and being hold, the closeness is just so special and not comparable!

In bed I'm a submissive, but can also be dominant. I see myself as ab 85-15 switch and an willing to adventure into that more. In my past relationships I usally took a guiding, dominant role, a role I'm not always comfortable with but I still took because I was afraid of being looked down uppon when behaving sub-like, since it is still not widely accepted for males to be submissive unfortunatly. All I want tho is someone who wants me and in whons arms I can feel save in. I am very conscious about my limits and wilk voice them, i do think it's not important to say then here publically.

I am also aware that I'm everything but part of the beauty standart, that doesnt stop me trying to live at the fullest. I doubt anyone has read until here, but thank you very much if you did.