28 [M4F] #online looking for eventual FLR

Okay, so theres so much to me and overtime we will get to that, but i'll do some summarizing here. I am a 28 M. 5'7'' 165, fit, average build. I work in the medical community and love my career. I have a dog and she's my whole world, I'm definitely a dog dad. I have many interests outside of kink, including sports, a lot of shows/movies/podcasts. I love being outside but catch myself being lazy inside curled up a bit too often lately.

Buttttt lets get to the kinky side of me. So Ive spent quite a bit of time in a few vanilla relationships and while each of them were great in their own way, non of them quite reached what i really truly desired. what that is exactly? Well truthfully i'm probably still searching for that. But I think it's somebody that lives a dominant lifestyle, especially in the bedroom. Now Im not a prototypical submissive male. (although what even is that?) I live a dominant lifestyle, I see myself as somebody others look up too and I find myself always willing to lend a helping hand to those in need. I chose a very professional career because Im extremely hard working and I demand the best out of myself. While I thrive in this mindset I grow tiresome of being the decision maker and the rule setter.

When I dig deep and think of what i really want to come home too its somebody I can trust fully. Somebody I can drop on my knees for and become a little more mindless. Somebody I can fully give myself up too. While keeping my nurturing side, I want to take care of my partner, Her lifestyle, her desires, her wants and needs, I want to be able to take care of all of it.

And I want her to take care of me. I want to her to hug me and tell me how sweet I am, and how hard ive worked that day. Then when she wants to take full control I want to give it all to her. I want her to not even have to speak for me know exactly what she wants. Maybe all it takes is the snap of her finger. And I'm on my knees, or rushed to kitchen to fill her up a glass of wine. I want us to go out and have a lovely dinner out in the town like a completely normal vanilla couple, and then have her tie me up when we get home as she has her way with me.

Anyways this is getting long enough, If you read this and you think you'd be interested in getting to know me just message me. :) Im not interested in findom or giving out any tributes or anything in that realm. I am interested in finding somebody I can truly talk too and get to know. Thanks for understanding!

My career has me out and about for the next 12 months so thats why id prefer online for the time being, but I'll discuss this further if you reach out.