Hello , I'm a 21 year old sub looking for a long term relationship , something with the intention of it lasting forever and yes I'll relocate if we hit it off . I should clarify that it'll primarily be a romantic relationship with femdom aspects. Some of more important aspects I seek are mdlb , cuckolding and some RR.

Below I'll be explaining what I seek specifically and also give a little bit of introductory info about me. I'm serious about finding the right person so it is a bit long.

About me

Appearance - I am skinny with a slight tummy bulge. About 5'8 in height. I have brown eyes and black hair. I don't mind sending a picture of my face if you text me with a response showing interest. I have smol fingers.

Interests - Video games , music , art , Philosophy, etc.

I play a lots of video games, mostly challenging games , rpgs , character action games , souls games , Competitive fighting games , etc. I enjoy hunting for achivements/trophies in games . I make art sometimes and have a decent singing voice. I enjoy most genres of music , tho rap and hiphop stuff aren't my favourite. I enjoy medieval fantasy elements in tv shows , animations , art, etc. I really like LOTR and similar things, celtic music , irish folklore , cottagecore vibes and other such things.

I like thinking about Philosophical concepts and often question things . I enjoy intellectual conversations/discussions about things. Things like religion, society, perceptions that blind us, fundamental concepts like yin yang , psychonalysis, , history, culture, etc. Tho I like being delulu because things get more complicated the more I question and I realise how much we don't know anything about anything , so i just stick to experiencing instead of questioning most of the time. If I had a motto it'd probably be "I know that I don't know anything".

Personality - I am good with communicating things. I'm self aware. I do have issues with self worth and judge myself and hate myself frequently for stupid shit. And like every other human I have my share of things that bother me on a regular basis. I'm generally very calm and keep a cool head. I've been told Before that I have the black cat energy. Though I can be excited , clingy , spammy with text messages and so on if I'm treated with affection and made to feel smol, safe and accepted. Also , I'm relatively feminine in nature.

Other than that , I tend to be open and understanding, while aslo being fairly logical while looking at things. I try to see things from multiple different perspectives to be able to actually understand them. When it comes to people , I try to see things from the person's perspective and I'm empathetic, kind , understanding and non judgemental. I'm also a good listener. If you're into mbti , then you could classify me as somewhat of a fusion better infj and intp. I'm also socially awkward and introverted, tho I socialise if needed or if I'm comfortable.

What I seek

Age and Location - From 19 to 25. I'm open to anywhere around the world. I'm okay with Ldr as long as we bond well and can maintain it and have plans of eventually meeting up and settling down together. I'll relocate for the right person.

Appearance - Physical attraction matters to me to a certain extent even though I don't have any strong preferences. I'd like to see you at some point early on if we vibe after chatting for a while. I do find most people attractive in some way tho.

Personality and interests - I want someone who is kind, understanding, non-judgemental, open minded , good at communicating and emotionally intelligent. And it'd be fun if you have any interests similar to mine , but it's not a requirement as long as we feel at home with one another and form a bond. I should also mention that i do find myself liking many different things , so there's a big chance that whatever you enjoy, even if I didn't mention in the part about my interests , I probably would find something appealing in that too. So that's a cool little detail I wanted to include.

Dynamics - I'm looking for something that's a fusion between mdlb and cuckolding with some RR aspects. I want someone who would be the "man" in the relationship. I want my partner to be dominant and take the lead in the sexual as well as the non sexual parts. I should also mention that I want an "us" thing outside of the intimacy that comes off of hotwifing.

In terms of non sexual parts , it'd be things like me being the smol spoon , sitting in her lap , her giving me reassurance when I need it, hugging, cuddling, headpats, forehead kissing , making me feel loved and taken care of, etc. all the cute mdlb things. Also something important I want to mention is that I want my partner to be the provider in the relationship and I'd be the househusband managing our home , having to get a job and related things stress me out and I find the idea of managing me and my partner's home a lot more wholesome and not stressful so I want to adopt that role. I also like the idea of my partner buying me smol cute gifts like Plushies n stuff and dressing me up in cute clothes as she wishes. I want to feel smol , safe , accepted and loved. I want her to feel like home. Also , even though I want my partner to take the lead , I want to be included in crucial decision making and so on.

Now about kinks and sexual aspects of the relationship. I enjoy Feetplay , assplay , breastfeeding , licking, watersports, ownership, humiliation, petplay , denial , orgasm control , edging , feminization, collaring , cuckolding, cumeating, chastity, cumkiss/snowballing, some forced bi and many other kinks. I'm not the biggest scat enjoyer but I'm open to exploring it if you're into it . Some of my limits are anything involving too much pain or permanent damage , sounding , blood, public play, etc.

That said, Inspite of being submissive I have a "softdom" side to me as well . It includes being nurturing and caring to my partner in general. It's more feminine in nature. For example baking for her or preparing a bath or massaging her , knitting for her, etc. It's non sexual in nature and involves giving a lot of love to my partner . So if my partner is having a dom drop or something I can provide her with support and love like her precious little boy. This side , however, can get overwhelmed if I have to take big responsibilities and stuff for a prolonged period.

Outside of d/s dynamics ,I want to have basic intimate things that most romantic relationships have like being able to be vulnerable with each other without fear of judgement, being able to be open and feeling safe with each other, caring for each other, building trust , having a deep understanding about each other , being emotionally invested in each other , developing great communication , watching the sunset together by a river while holding hands, going out on cute dates together, supporting each other through hard times , feeling at home with each other , being mad at each other in the morning over something small then all lovey dovey by the evening, sometimes being silly together, having the feeling of "oh I have someone for myself in this crazy world" and so on. Basically, being in love with each other and always being there for each other. All those things. I hope you get the idea.

That's about it. There's a lot more to talk about, summarising everything was hard and ofc doesn't give the full picture, just a general idea. Send me a chat request if you're interested and ask away if you have any questions. Also , Something important I need to add is that if you feel like you don't have certain kinks of mine or don't like or feel okay with certain aspects that I want but are attracted and interested towards some others that I've mentioned or if you have any kink or want something that i didn't mention in the post , feel free to ask me if I'd be okay with having or not having that thing.

Thanks for reading , best wishes for you :)