Hey, my name is Hana and I am a moderately newbie submissive girl. What I mean by that? Well, I have been consuming bdsm media for eons but never ever got into it myself. I have played the good girl for a very long time. When I say media I mean every single kind of media existing on bdsm porn. I read comics, I read stories, I read fanfics, I watched videos, both IRL and hentai. I have been all over the place. Mostly on lesbian stuff, but you cant escape from heterosexual stuff.

I am 27 years old, meaning, I have been containing myself for a very long time. For the details on all those years, you will have to ask personally. I can say 7 of those years were because I had a vanilla relationship and I completely gave up my kinks for her. It didnt end well, luckily had nothing to do with my kinks.
So, here I am. I am currently looking for someone to guide me here. See how far I can go and how deep I can fall. Obviously, I am not looking for a straight up Dom/sub relationship. I would like to talk first, know each other, see how we fit... Even if we don't, I would appreciate nice people to become friends with. My kink is giving up control, being told what to do and such. Ask for any specifics.

I am GMT 1 timezone. I have no problem with timezones as long as we can make it clear when we are up to chat. I mean, telling me when you go to sleep or when you go to work, any time you wont reply for 8 hours or more. Even if we are in the same timezone I would appreciate it. I am not clingy enough to spam you when you dont reply, but I feel really bad when I have someone I want to talk to waiting for an hour because I thought she wasnt no. I want to make sure I check our chat if you are up to chatting. Its a subbie thing of mine.

As I said, I never ever practiced BDSM or talked to anyone about it. I am pretty pent up about it. It is partially true now. If you look around my profile you will notice a post very similar to this one but from a few days ago. You will be surprised to know I have been ghosted, shamed and left again to wander aimlessly looking for a domme.

I have nothing to say about that fact. Obviously there may be something wrong with me. I am too slow, too shy or too silly. So, I am looking for someone with some kind of commitment for this. Please, be clear about what you want and we can chat without any pressure and when you decide whether or not you want this, we take it.
For starters, I would like someone to take control over me. First in a non sexual way. To try it, if possible. We will have to talk about going further.
For now I want to do it through text. English is not my native language and I am not confident enough to speak it. I wont send pics until we know each other enough, would appreciate if no pic at all was needed. I have already been ghosted by people with pics of me and I am really stressing over it.

I am really embarrassed with all these, so I would appreciate a welcoming first message from you. Don't be too harsh on me, please. But feel free to ask for anything. You can open me on chat or DM me, as you prefer. I have been informed that my DMs may not be working. Try and let me know