Hi there, this will be a long post. I would appreciate if you read it all.

What I’m Looking For:

So I want to be clear I am not looking for a purely sexual relationship. I want something serious and will last forever :) I want someone I can give all of me to and share my life with. I can talk to you about anything, and just fully be myself with and don’t have to hold anything back. And get the same in return, all of you. I have a world of love to give and want someone to give it to. I’m a hopeless romantic, after everything I’ve been through I still choose to believe true love is real and I’ll have it one day.

In this relationship, I want 24/7 TPE. In this I want her to be my goddess and to be able to worship her. I would dedicate my life to serving her and making her happy forever :) it’s all I want. She would own my heart, body and soul. I wouldn’t be my own person x. She would be in control of everything in our relationship and in my life. Even down to what I wear, eat, where we live etc. I would like my opinion to be taken into account sometimes , but ultimately everything is up to her.

We would build up to this. Once I know you’re the one I will totally submit to you.

Please do not message me if you don’t want something really serious XD

A little bit about me. sfw side

I’m a INTJ 5w4, and personality wise, I’m like 2 different people lol. Emotional and logical. I can be really sweet and wholesome. Supportive, the kind of person that will always be there for you. I’m also super affectionate both physically and with words. I’ll always talk about how much you mean to me :) But I also can be a quite overly logical jerk lol. Best of both worlds I guess lol. When I’m comfortable I can be really goofy and loud, and give crackhead energy lol, but in the beginning I’m really quiet and reserved. I try to be positive and nonjudgmental, while also being very strongly opinionated XD.

I’m a contradiction but I love that about myself lol.

Important tidbits. * I have a huge fear of abandonment and anxious attachment style. * I am obsessive and clingy when I fall for someone. (Not in a crazy way lol) * I am left leaning on most things. * Strictly Monogamous * Agnostic atheist. * I have BPD, can talk about what that entails

Looks wise: I’m black, 5’2, very much tomboy like/ VERY masculine presenting, I have a short haircut. I’m questioning being nonbinary tbh. And I am BBW/plus sized but losing weight. Have lost 40 pounds so far :)

nsfw side So I want to be honest and say that I am particularly inexperienced lol. I’m still a virgin tbh. I wanted to wait to be able to share myself with the right person. I need someone understanding and will let me be able to explore to find my likes, pain limit and etc. I have a lot of interests I’m not really wanting to put in this post XD. But I can say that I am very willing to learn to be the best sub for you and open to I think most things. There might be other things, but the only limits I can think of at the moment is scat and non monogamy/cuckquean stuff and age play. These are hard nos.

I try to be very obedient. But I want to say because of how strongly opinionated I am, I can be extremely bratty. This is something I think you should discipline out of me. I deserve punishments when I am being bratty.

Who I’m looking For:

I am into fem leaning women. No masc 4 masc I’m sorry XD, but other than that I don’t care what you look like. I care about you as a person.

I would like someone that is very affectionate, and will want to spend want to spend a lot of time with me. My world will revolve around you so, I want as much time with you as possible. I need someone who can give caregiver vibes, I want to put my life into the hands of some who wants the best for me. Someone who can be nurturing and loving. But I also want you to be strict. And specifically in the bedroom, I want someone who is definitely willing to inflict pain to say the least lol. So basically sort of soft but strict dom outside of bed, but hard dom in the bed lol. I would like you to be already experienced, so you’d be able to teach me things.

On a sfw note. I would very much appreciate someone who can be patient and understanding of things like my anxious attachment and BPD etc.

Race doesn’t matter, and for age 21 For location. I’d relocate for you, depending on where you are from. I’d go to most places in Europe for example.

That’s it. Thank you for reading this long post lol If you’re interested please message me with a little about you. 💛