I identify as sub, and I've been this way for a very long time. I've had fantasies about being tied up since I was young. Enjoyed pretending to be the "dog" when playing house, the "patient" when playing doctor. Lots of early childhood experiences where I was just _fascinated_ by bondage, humiliation, or torture devices. It's definitely a real thing for me.

I'm looking for someone who's the same. Someone who really gets off on dominating their partner. It can come in many forms... It can be exerting control over their partner. Humiliating them. Hurting them. All of those ways are tremendously fun for me and the kind of power dynamic I crave.

If it's actual sadism, even better. Just don't kill me or permanently harm me, please. 🙂

I've played a lot online, and I've developed a pretty decent set of toys for someone who wants actual control. What I mean by this:

• I have a good self-bondage setup. Ankles attach to my bed posts, and my wrists attach to my headboard using a magnetic timer lock. I can get everything in place, and my wrists lock in place for N minutes with no way out.
• I'm comfortable going on camera. I have a black hood so I won't show face initially, but I am open to showing everything else. I can set the camera up on stream so you can see everything you do.
• I have an e-stim device. I can set this up so that it's controllable by you online. Lower levels can feel really good, higher levels can really hurt. You can decide what to do, but one scenario I've always fantasized about includes using it to cum, and the power getting turned way up after I do until I'm no longer having fun.

A couple other toys I have that work well with the self-bondage:

• I have a Venus 2000 pneumatic stroking machine and I have a harness I can use to lock it onto me while it's stroking away. This can't yet be controlled online, but it's great for post-orgasm torture or while the e-stim is also going.
• I have an Edge-O-Matic 2000. This is basically a device that can control a vibrator based on how turned one gets. An inflatable butt plug detects contractions and will get you close to the edge before starting to slow down.

So, depending what you're into, I could put you behind the e-stim device for a certain amount of time. Literally, once you're at the controls, once I'm locked in and there's nothing I can do to stop you or get away. You just convince me what to set the maximum power to before it all starts. Make me cum, make me beg. Make me _really beg_. Can I cry? It hasn't happened before.

Anyways, if this type of play sounds like what you're into, I'd love to hear from you and see where things go. Reddit chat preferred, to start.