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EDIT: Here's a body pic for good measure, still working on getting the last ten or so off

So, I do consider myself a sub but after a few years of rewarding and educational online relationships I have a pretty good idea of who I am, what I'm looking for, and what I want to experience irl. In short, I'm like a gay bottom and I want a woman as my top :p I love the role reversal, the physical sensations of getting fucked and dominated physically, and being subordinate to a woman just feels so natural and right.

I've always thought there were two main dynamics in d/s, sub focused and dom focused, based on where the attention goes. The latter is more like goddess worship, and I'm much more aligned with the former. I'm a shy introvert who hates being in the spotlight in my day to day life, but when I'm with a girl in a d/s relationship, I love being the center of attention 😁 basically, I much prefer to send nudes than receive them, to be seen rather than see, and to be grabbed and touched rather than do the touching and grabbing. Not that I'm opposed to any of that, I just enjoy feeling like a slut. I'm no brat, it just makes me feel very wanted, appreciated, and sexy, which is the absolute best feeling in the world for me. I'm always a little anxious that I'm selfish and not doing enough for her pleasure, but I've talked to several girls over the years who prefer that dynamic. So if you're one of them, please hit me up! It's magical to find the peanut butter to your jelly like that.

Kink wise, my absolute favorites are pegging and anything whatsoever to do with my butt :D As you might expect from a shameless bottom. I know I sound like the most closeted guy ever, but I'm not opposed to eating pussy or piv, I just don't want to be on top or in control while I'm doing it and I don't exactly have a ton of experience with it.

Outside of the bedroom, I really would love a sort of domestic submission where I get to wear nothing but an apron and cook, clean, and do dishes. Honestly, I've allowed myself to dream a dream recently, something that felt too self-indulgent previously, but the heart wants what the heart wants. And my heart calls me to be some kind of domestic butler/pet for a group of girls. I've been brainwashed by all my online things into the poly mindset, and I've spent most of my life in groups of guys. I think it's different for me to have this dream, because I don't want a harem, I don't want to fuck my poly roommates, I just really enjoy and admire the way girls vibe together and aspire to be accepted as one of them. I already have the panties for it :p This isn't a hard requirement by any means of course, just if that sounds like fun. And it's a lot less rent for us all!

Interests wise, I'm a total nerd, I love things like video games, art, and even dabble in some anime. My life's goal is to bring them together and do concept art for video games :) Would love to share and chat!

I can go on way too long in these things, so I'll stop it here and direct you to my profile for more information :) Please shoot me a message if you're at all interested! The only dealbreaker here is if you're not into pegging/butt stuff, otherwise I'm flexible and looking to explore any number of things. If you're inexperienced, not only do I not mind, but I find that very fun and exciting, because I'm not very experienced irl either