Title says mostvof it. I've never immersed myself fully into being dominated, but I'm looking for a long-term partner to guide me through it. I don't believe I'll ever give up my dominant urges, and I'm not looking to be anyone's "slave," (yet) but cuckolding has been a big component of my sexuality for a long time and I've definitely felt as though I needed to be put in my place a few times.

Still with me? No? Kinda figured. But if you are, I'll elaborate further.

Firstly, I am a romantic, and am looking for something more than latex-deep. I have a life, and aspirations I'm always working towards. I want somebody to love, and possibly to share my life with one day. I'm outdoorsy, I like working with my hands, I sing a lot(definitely not winning any awards, though), I cook well, I game(mostly single player), and have a lot of hobbies I want to take up when I'm not living paycheck to paycheck.

Sexually, like I said, I'm a dom with a cuckolding kink. I love tying a girl up and giving her everything I've got(which is quite good, I'm not meek). I'm also all about foreplay and aftercare..in fact, there's little more I love than feeling hands on my head while my face is buried firmly between a woman's legs.

Which brings me to the other side of my sexuality. When I eat out, I feel vulnerable. And that feels really good. My ex girlfriend and I were together for four years(I've been single a bit over a year now), and for half of that time, cuckolding was a big component of our relationship. I ate her out more than I had sex with her, and I felt like a faithful servant doing it. I gave her the aftercare she required after a good pounding, and cherished every time she'd tell me she needed cleaning up. Whenever she'd tell me to lie down so she could sit on my face, and regale me with how good a fucking her bull delivered that day.

Now, I'm definitely at risk of sounding like I'm not over her. I am. And I'm looking for something lasting now. To explore the feelings I discovered getting cucked in a previous relationship. I've fantasized a lot, but have been too intimidated by a lot of the femdom ladies on here to reach out. I'm not a physical masochist, I'm not looking to get whipped or stepped on, or tied up, or put in chastity. I've also tried pegging before, and I can definitely say I'm not into it. But I'm very much an emotional masochist who wants very strongly to be denied, put on the back burner, teased, pitied, and told I can't compare.

I honestly don't expect anything from this, but if my post excited you, give me a message!