(just to clarify i'm T4T, just wasn't certain i was allowed to put that in the title)

hiiiiiiiiii person reading this! i am a 25 yr old mtf girl (11 yrs on hrt) looking for a loving mommy domme near montreal/online (tho ideally i rlly don't wanna do long distance). a little about me: i am originally from atlanta, georgia. i'm moving to canada tho and will likely end up working as a programmer at a biotech company here (i already live here just working on the work visa). i play super smash bros. melee and one of the things i've been doing a lot in my freetime recently is voice training. other stuff i like to do is to hang out with friends, watch anime, and read manga. i also like cosplay and am planning on going to a con soon as madoka (she's my favorite, she's literally me)

umm, more about what i'm looking for. so, i know for a lot of people the dynamics that they want is super sexual in nature but tbh my being little doesn't feel sexual for me at all. the best way i can describe it is little space and submission and doing what i'm told is very peaceful and freeing for me and feels so genuine and natural for me. i love being told what to do. i love being nurtured and cared for. i'm not looking for a 1 way relationship tho, i'm very capable of being an adult when necessary and being an emotional support for my partner. i try my absolute hardest to be a fountain not a well when it comes to how much love and care i'm shown vs. how much i receive. but at the same time i really crave someone who wants to take care of me, make rules for me to follow and call me a good girl when i do a good job and knows i'll always do my best to be a good girl for her and make her happy.

some more info about me that i think is relevant: i am autistic and adhd. i feel like structure really really helps me. i'm really good at doing some really difficult stuff but i struggle with some of the little things like remembering to eat 3 meals a day and sleep every night. i also have a tendency to get rlly overwhelmed when i'm given a very large task where the path to completing the task isn't immediately clear. 1 example of this is voice training tbh, i get so overwhelmed with it and also dysphoric and end up avoiding it for months at a time. getting help breaking big stuff down into smaller specific tasks that i can accomplish helps me so much. also, that's one thing i really need in a mommy is someone who is willing to be direct and give precise and specific directions about what she wants me to do. it helps me a lot

what i'm looking for: ideally i'd like to find someone that i can see irl at least sometimes, tho, i won't let distance be a deal breaker if the ideal mommy domme for me is out there but not very close. i'm 6'2, so i'm really tall, but i've had ffs and i started hrt at 14 yrs old so i pass very well. i'm also very slender and do yoga everyday, so i'm rlly limber, tho, what i'm trying to get around to saying is ideally i'd like to be with someone who could make me feel little. it's against the law for me to be the big spoon but i don't really like the feeling of having a "jet pack." and it feels so nice feeling so small and i wanna sit in ur lap and maybe even if u wanna u can carry me around or something that would be nice. um, also, i'm t4t because i think another trans woman will be able to truly understand me and that would feel very nice.

umm, i wanna include more about what i'm looking for but i'm not sure what else to say because i think ppl are unique and that is so wonderful and i don't have some hyperspecific idealized person in mind that i'm looking for. i just need u to be someone who is going to treat me well and make me feel safe and little and be sweet and kind to me. i really don't like being degraded i guess is what i'm trying to say. i hope i'm making sense .-.

um, if u do end up messaging me i'll be more than happy to send a picture and do whatever i need to do to verify that i'm real and that the picture is actually me. i'd really appreciate the same from anyone who messages me as that would make me feel safe. and my ideal place to talk will be discord, not reddit, as i'm not a big fan of this site, tho, not including my discord or anything in this post because i think that would be against the rules? just know when u do message me it's probably best as far as my seeing ur messages and quickly replying is concerned that we move to discord fairly soon after.

aaand i think that's it :> i rlly hope ur out there mommy, and i can't wait to hear from u <3