So, where to begin. Childhood? Teenage years? Early adulthood? It's all been a pretty big shit show. This is going to probably be a pretty long post, so...

I mean, I've been interested in Femdom ever since I could remember. Lack of parents, perhaps?

What does submission mean to me: submission, to me, means giving all of yourself to someone. It means trusting someone enough, to hand over all control. And for that control to be nurtured. And respected.

So, what does submission look like to me? It's making sure you have slippers/socks. It's making sure you always are at your most comfortable. Fresh laundry, hot food, a clean home, and of course all of my sexual energy. Completely for you and you alone.

Why am I posting here, there's a whole world out there! - yeah. About that outside world... Lol.

I first joined FetLife, god I must have been 18, or just about. It was a long, long time ago. I remember just reading, as much as I possibly could. It took a couple years before I went to my first munch (22). I didn't find anyone I jived with, and took a long break.

I recently thought I'd give it a go again, and boy have things changed. I just don't really mesh with large groups of people. I'm very shy, and it takes a certain type of person for me to open up to. I've tried posting some personals ads on FetLife, that was a mistake. Lol.

I work full time, but I'm actually going to be transitioning to a new career soon. (yay money).

When I'm not working, I have a small group of online friends I play games with. I do art. I am in a car club. Things are pretty decent.

But I keep feeling, this. Emptiness. I keep feeling this naked feeling. Like I don't have someone to call my own(er). There's no collar on my neck. No cage in my pants. No sense of, worth really. I deserve to be happy, surely! So. Here I am!

I'm white. 6ft tall. Proportionate, but a little on the heavy side. I'm cute, with a nice beard. I do very well outside of kink, but I'm not a top. I'm not even vanilla. Having to have the "sit down" with a past girlfriend led me to heartbreak. So. I'm just embracing who I am. Frankly, I'm a submissive little slut. I might even make a good pet.

I'm looking for "forever" and am willing to relocate to find it.

Things I do enjoy - intelligence. Good conversation. Being able to read the room. I like someone clever, and one step ahead of me.

What kinky things do I enjoy? Bondage, chastity, pegging (never done it), paddling/OTK, tasks, bathroom scheduling, checking in, and being obedient! Without someone to own me, I'm just like a sim I guess. Work. Home. Hobbies. Work. Home. Hobbies. I have so, so, so, so much more to give. You just have to know how to unlock me. And I'd very much like to give you the chance!

I'm single. No kids. Never been married. I pay my taxes.

I'm not politically affiliated but I'm left I suppose.

I just want to do art, be owned, used, and kept. Forever and ever.

Maybe something you'd want to talk about? I'm on discord, or I have a phone for texting. Heck you could even call me if you felt so compelled! I'm open, and available!

Not sure what to write in your reply? Maybe use the word blue somewhere. That could also double as a good filter for spam. I'm waiting to hear from you! As long as this post is up, I'm looking for you!