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Get ready for a long read, because I'm a girl on a mission!

So, I'm Erica. I'm a 26 year old sub who sits somewhere on the gender spectrum near a femboy or sissy. I really can't pinpoint a specific label because gender is weird as fuck, ya know? Biologically I'm male, but I like exploring the feminine side of things. I chose T for a tag because I think it best explains me? I'm not even sure these days lol.

Also, if it matters, I've been told by every partner that I have a nice, big cock. I am also uncut if that makes any difference.

Anyways, I wanted to take some time to introduce myself before getting into the sexy part of this post. I live right outside of Syracuse NY and moved here for a job last year that was just too good to pass up on. High pay plus reasonable rent? Yes please! I work in the security/I.T. sector and my job requires a lot of supervision of other departments. I manage 3 teams and have a lot of authority (and all the stress that comes with it!), so when I get home I really don't want to make decisions anymore.

A few years ago I had a FWB who was very much into taking control when we spent time together. She was 32 when I was 23 so there was already a natural dominance to how she conducted herself. Long story short, she helped me discover just how much of a perverted sub I really was. That spark really pushed me down the rabbit hole of kink. And today I'm hopefully looking for someone who is just as perverted and kinky as I am.

Ultimately, I'm looking to do something that most would consider really really reckless. I'm looking to hand over control of my chastity cage upfront to a woman willing to tease, humiliate, and make me regret ever giving her control over my orgasms. Here's how I would like to set this up:

• We take a realtor's lockbox, which is a metal locking box where you can set any 4 digit code to it. Real estate agents use this to access keys to the houses they are showing off.
• I set a random code on the lock box without looking
• I send you pictures of whatever code it ends up being, again without looking at the code
• Once you tell me you can read the combo clearly, I will delete all the photos on my end so I have no idea what the code is
• We take the keys to that padlock and put them inside the box, close it, and scramble up the numbers. At this point you are the only person who knows the code to release the keys
• I click the padlock shut on the chastity cage while it's on, making you the brand new owner of my cock, and the real fun begins ;)

I've been fantasizing about doing this for months, but keep chickening out due to how extreme this power exchange is. However, I've also been testing the water on wearing a chastity cage longer and longer, and last week I broke 3 weeks locked constantly, so I think I'm ready to just take the plunge with a woman who might find this arrangement fun and just a little bit risky (for me, of course).

I also did the math. If you don't return the code, I would just need to guess all 10,000 possible combinations in my spare time. This lockbox is mounted behind a propane tank so I wouldn't simply be able to quickly guess through the numbers, but if it takes me 5 seconds to set a combo and try to open it, we're looking at 50,000 seconds or 14 hours of guessing. I should be able to guess in 10-15 minute bursts, so if I can diligently guess at it, we're talking maybe 2 weeks of constant guessing? Not too bad!

Because I COULD eventually find my way out of this, I'm willing to consent to no max lockup time and no safe word to get out. I can wear this cage indefinitely, including cleaning and sleeping in it. I am 100% serious about losing control of my cock.

This kink isn't complete without some other flavors to enhance the dynamic. Here are some of my other kinks I'd love to explore and play out while locked:

• Crossdressing - I LOVE to crossdress. I think cute lingerie compliments my locked tiny cock in a cage. If this is a limit for you, we might not be compatible. General list of attire:
  • Panties - almost every color and style. I love to wear a cute pair of panties that keep my little sissy bulge tucked in place
  • Fishnets - I LOVE wearing them. They feel sooooo sexy and really accentuate my legs.
  • Corsets - Black, Red and Purple
  • Dresses - Red, Pink, Black, and a few other cute colors. They're all juuust short enough to cover me up but super revealing
  • High heels - black 4 inch closed toe pumps, red 4 inch sandals, pink 6 inch stripper heels
  • This is an idea of what you'd be playing with
• Anal - Deny me orgasms and I will definitely seek pleasure in other ways. I have a HUGE dildo that will impress you once I bottom out on it, a few Lovense toys, plugs, and a thrusting dildo/plug
• Humiliation/bullying - Mean women make my face turn red hot and lower my inhibitions. I just want to please a woman who decides to be mean to me in order to get what she wants.
• Ruined orgasms/CEI - I tend to leak a lot in this cage, and it's gotta get cleaned up somehow! I also have a Magic Wand toy that absolutely terrifies me to use because it causes a true ruined orgasm in the cage. Release of my cum, but absolutely zero pleasure.
• High heels - Yes, I will likely wear them, but if you're also willing to put on a pair, I would be wrapped even tighter around your finger. Women in heels are a huge weakness of mine.
• Intox - I love being pushed to smoke weed so I'm a braindead little slut who will do whatever you tell me to do. I'll probably take a few hits before clicking the lock shut.
• Kink List

Well, I hope this essay wasn't too long of a read. If you're still reading, congrats! You have a better attention span than me haha.

Limits:

• Anything to do with men
• Bathroom play
• Scarring/writing
• Showing my face - A while back I had an account here and proposed a similar thing and showed my face. Someone almost ruined my career/life because of it. So I cannot show that anymore. Everything from neck down is fair game though!
• I ask that you also be willing to show some sort of photos. I'm a visual person. I would never ask for anything that made you uncomfortable, but I do need to know that you're female. A lot of men message me pretending to be female and it's really upsetting.

So, what do you say, wanna take my orgasms away from me? I'll be around tomorrow (Friday) from 4pm EST onwards. I have a social obligation tonight and work in the AM tomorrow.

Thank you for coming to my TED Talk,

Erica