Tldr: if you desire someone to cuddle, care for, baby, love, play with and give a bottle too etc but on the flip side you want someone with many kinks who you can gag and slut out I'm probably the one for you 💙 .

Haii , you can call me mochi nice to meet you ! ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶꒱ა♡♡

What I'm looking for specifically: I'm looking for a mommy but also looking for her to be my friend too (possibly more of things work out that way), you don't have to be in Illinois or the US but if you aren't you have to be willing to travel at some point (I may be able to in the future travel to you too) so out of the US still welcomed . I also want someone who is patient with me and understanding. I like to be babied , be held (if not overwhelmed) being pet (non sexually on the head but also like it in a sexual way too) , be made my safe foods, be called cute and other sweet nicknames, be treated like a treasure, someone to bring me my bottle , clean it and other needs. I also want someone who I can vent to , and talk about anything to and have her be able to do the same with me (when I'm not regressed) , I want someone I can talk to in general even outside of regression of course things will start as getting to know each other so maybe it will turn into a relationship if we click and know each other for however long . I would like to have voice chats and etc although as I've said I am semi verbal but also can be pretty shy unless I'm used to you. I would love to have a Dom , I'm just not into cgl as a kink to be clear so if things work out and become something deeper then we could decide on dynamics like me being a pet and being collared by you although this can be discussed in depth at a different time maybe. In person would be different as for what I would like to be done somewhat but mostly the same let me know if you have things in mind that you would want to do. I really want to get to know you and for us to become close!

About me: I am autistic, I believe it is very important to say this before anything is started so that a person won't at some point find out I am and then change their mind possibly (who knows?). My smol space (little space) is nonsexual But I do have kinks just not cgl (or mdlg in this situation) , I am disabled (scoliosis and chronic back pain) , I am Semi-Specking  I involuntarily regress but I also regress on purpose. I am masc mostly , I prefer someone who is also masc but I really don't care if you are feminine or masculine if we really get along well (plus I am attracted to women in general so I don't care) , I prefer to talk on discord and it's where I'm online most, I am also a gamer and would love to game with you! I like to talk about my special interests so ask about them if you want! I would want someone who is understanding of mental health and Neurodivergence too hopefully or at least wanting to. Body wise , I generally like curvy but if you're skinny that is perfectly fine I'm open to different sizes. I am generally very sweet and loving and will tell you how I feel about you and send you cute memes and funny things. I am actually a switch although I am a beginner at being a Dom and can be more on the submissive side although I can Dom during sex and would like to try although I am not really a caregiver so if you want that I'm not sure if I could (at least for how long you may want). As a sub I am more on the obedient, sweet sub side ; I crave praise and will generally do what I'm told although I am fairly new at being a submissive and have very little experience as a dominant outside of just dominating during sex.

My kinks: hucow , knife play (not being cut) , lactation, mommy kink, leather gloves , choking , petplay , collars , leashes , bondage , saliva (specifically vagina being spit on , and French kissing but also being able to see the saliva string attached to both mine and the other person's tongue) , furry (yiff typically otherwise mostly just petplay stuff) , being called good girl , praise and reassurance kink (I like this as none kink too but it is a huge turn on sexually too), hair pulling, spanking, slight CNC , not sure if it counts as a kink probably just being dominated but I would also like to like be on a leash during sex and like told to strap you while wearing the leash that's a small fantasy right there lol, Possibly more kinks I forgot to list and lots of more fantasies