Ok first off, I'm still a femcel, I don't think I'll ever stop being one lmao but I won't lie, before I met him I was a much better example of one, celibacy and everything. I'm still a virgin but for him I'd give up on that honestly (ewww 💀💀). But in my defense how could I not fall for a guy that says he's addicted to me as if I'm a drug and that he wants me to dominate him 😞 he was literally the first person to genuinely say he loves me, I have family and abandonment issues so it literally turned on a switch inside my brain that was long forgotten, I was super apathetic and if I cried twice a year it would be much, now I feel so much and cry nearly everyday. Also he doesn't act the same he used to at the beginning (when I was super dry with him), he'd talk to me all the time the whole day, now he takes hours just to answer one message because he's playing or watching something. It makes me so mad because I simply can't not care for it anymore, I was the one who would take long to reply if not just block him out of nowhere, now I can't go a day without craving for his attention. I guess he's getting tired of me because I don't really act like a domina anymore or whatever (as in, I don't ignore and be rude with him anymore). How can I stop caring again?? :(((