Sir came to use me earlier this week!

We started pretty cute and playful, just kissing and being close, until he had me lie back on the bed, took his clothes off and straddled my waist to kiss and grab my tits roughly. He let me stroke his cock while he pinched and scratched and groped me. He let me up to put the belt on me and told me he was going to get comfortable, drink the coffee I’d made for him, and watch back the videos of him fucking my ass while i sucked his cock. I don’t really know what he was doing on his phone while i was worshipping his cock, but it doesn’t matter because my job is to make him feel good and i was practicing taking it as deep as i could and bobbing my head a little without gagging. Every now and again, if he had a hand free, he’d use it to hold my head down until he could feel me starting to squirm. When he was done with his coffee and with enjoying my mouth, we moved on to some rope practice.

I crossed my legs and he tied my ankles, and then i folded forwards so the rope could be run over the back of my neck and through the ankle cuff a few times before being tied off, keeping me in a tight little ball. He put a blindfold and a ring gag on me, messing with my tongue until his fingers were slick with my drool, and wiped it on my face, before tipping me over to rest on my back. I heard him rummaging for something before he started to hit me with it across my ass. It felt good, sometime light and sometimes heavy enough to make me moan or yelp. It wasnt until he told me to stick out my tongue, and rubbed the implement over it, that i figured out it was a riding crop. Every time i could reach, i stroked his cock while he hit me. There were a few smacks that were directed at the sheild of the belt - “aren’t you lucky it’s there?” He asked me.

That was when he noticed how wet I was under the belt. He wiped some of the mess up with his fingers for me to taste, and rubbed his cock in what had dripped to coat my ass through the anal ring. He told me it was so wet he thought he could just force his cock in right there, without any lube, and pressed his cock against my ass pointedly. This inspired much conflict within me - fear that he would do it and it would hurt clashed against my desperation to please him and excitement to be fucked. He shoved and pulled and rolled me around a little in that position to figure out if there was a good angle, but ended up untying me and loosening the gag. He said again how pathetically desperate i clearly was for his cock, and with much reluctance i responded that it might be better to be safe than sore (but have since told him that i might like to try next time). He handed me the lube, had me kneel with my ass up and face in a pillow to stretch myself with my fingers. By the time i had three in, i asked if i could have his cock please, and felt him kneel behind me

As he fucked me i thanked him for taking my personhood and my autonomy. He reminded me that i don’t have wants of my own, only his wants. I don’t feel my pleasure, i feel his. I don’t need a cunt or a clit, just stupid eager holes for him to fill. He fucked my ass with slow, deep strokes, speeding up until all i could do was moan and snort and thank him and eventually, plead for him to cum in my stupid pig hole.

He says he thinks he broke me but i think maybe i’m actually the most right i’ve ever been