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My Master has always controlled my orgasms as long as weโve been togetherโค๏ธ he started reducing my orgasms shortly after we met, from full use, to anal/oral only with approved self play.. to oral only with approves self playโฆ to chastity with approved self play.. to now, permanent chastity with no penetration and no touching allowed. It has been a long training process over 2 years but now I am locked in a permanent state of denial and wetness and it makes my Master (and myself) so happy ๐๐ I have never felt so safe and secure and even though I miss orgasms I canโt deny that this is the happiest Iโve ever felt. Iโm so grateful that my Master saw my potential and brought me to this point ๐ even when I feel like Iโm going crazy from desperation Master always keeps me strong and reminds me that being a good girl for him is the most important thing ๐ฅฐโค๏ธโค๏ธ
My whole body reacts when Master kisses me ๐ฅฐ๐ I DEFINITELY react down there lol I am immediately throbbing and I can feel my heartbeat in my nub and my hole ๐ ๐ I always leak through my belt right away also ๐ง
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Luckily itโs not up to me ๐ Master doesnโt let me out just bc I get sore. Thatโs the key literally lol
Thereโs a ring in the back for that. I make sure to always clean very well after and have good personal hygiene. Itโs the most uncomfortable part of the belt but it definitely wouldnโt be practical without it lol and I think it might not be as much of a problem for someone with a smaller butt
Master loves to tease me also and it is so much fun ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ I love every second โค๏ธ
When I do get real kisses itโs like an out of body experience ๐ฅฐ๐๐ I get them maybe once a month as long as I stay on track so not that often but often enough ๐ฅฐ๐๐๐
It is a roller coaster exactly ๐ but Master always gets me through it and every thought I have ends up revolving around Him and His happiness ๐๐ itโs been the most wonderful thing for us ๐
I love Masters HUGS๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ thatโs one of my favorite things Master gives me regularly ๐๐๐ Iโm also allowed to worship Masters asshole and I LOVE doing that bc itโs like making out with him ๐๐ค Iโm not actually allowed to kiss Master unless Iโm being rewarded for hitting a certain financial goal (we do findom as well in our dynamic) so making out with his asshole is the closest thing I have to kissing him in between rewards ๐ฅฐ๐
But I get very frustrated and emotional sometimes when the time is up. Luckily Master is always there for me and he will make me feel better and remind me why itโs actually not good for me to feel things down there ๐๐ and eventually I always feel better ๐
I donโt know whatโs worse my brain doesnโt even work at that point lol I just have feelings and no thoughts ๐ ๐๐
I would say Iโm pretty close to horny 100% of the time. Sometimes I still have moments of calm though. Usually after I see Master and worship him orally I will be calm and happy for the rest of the day at least ๐โค๏ธ
Yes I go absolutely FERAL trying to find a spot where I can feel something against my belt..but I almost can never find a spot ๐ฉ
No Iโm not allowed any relief ever โค๏ธ Master keeps me locked bc itโs whatโs best for me and my behavior ๐ it is very difficult sometimes, but Master always helps me. He gives me work to do to distract me usually, or sometimes if he is feeling generous he will let me have a certain number of minutes to hump my caged hole against my pillow ๐ฅฐโค๏ธ but never if Iโm already really desperate
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Yes he loves me to think about those things constantly ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐโค๏ธ it has made such a special bond between us ๐๐ I literally love every day of my life for him ๐ and I would never ever want it any other way ๐๐