So I've been in a relationship for years (4-5) now and I don't want to be with anyone else. But, I have this fantasy that won't leave my head.

She doesn't mind me looking at pictures online cause that's difference. And, if she sees me doing it all it brings up is her asking questions about it. Or she'll just ask if I'm horny and want to play with her feet.

Anyway I just think it be fun to go to one of those foot party things to together and have her pick out people for me to play with. Or look at models and have her pick which one she thinks I like best.

I just feel bad about having this fantasy and really wanting it. I feel it makes me come as unsatisfied when I'm not. Since she lets me indulge in my fetish pretty much whenever and however I'd like when I'm with her.