I’m not exactly sure how to say this but I’ve been struggling with how I feel as a FA lately. First a little about myself I’m very tall and most people consider me conventionally attractive and fit. I have pretty much only been with thin women my entire life and I enjoyed being with them and was attracted to them but I have always wanted to be with a larger girl. I feel like I’ve gotten tired of being so tall and having women be so small compared to me plus I just have a preference for extra thick girls for a while now and it’s gotten to the point where it’s undeniable. The main problem is that I have an extremely judgmental family and my friends can be a bit judgmental as well. I just know that if I was with a girl I was super attracted to they would likely think she’s fat because apparently it’s impossible to fat and hot at the same time according to dumbass beauty standards. I recently got out of a long term relationship and I finally feel like I’ve had enough and just want to have a cute fat girlfriend. I just feel bad because I feel ashamed when I’m feeling judged by friends and family. I plan on moving further away from my family to a new place soon but I just hate the way people judge me for the type of girl I prefer. Any tips for overcoming this? It’s so stupid that people think that just because I’m attractive I should be with someone that they personally think is attractive like it doesn’t matter how I feel and I’m really so over it. Sorry for the long rant and thanks!