I rarely ever speak on my father , I actually haven’t seen him in over a decade and sadly I was still young when I stopped seeing him . My mom had me fairly young (20) and my father was an old creep in my opinion (37) . Of course they didn’t work out . We lived in the same city for years and when I did go over to him he’d never spend time with me , he’d hand me $100 and send me with my aunt, grandma , and cousin . That was considered me going over to my dads . I’m now 24 and often wonder what I did to make him not want to be apart of my life . Even when we lived 20-30 mins from eachother he never really bothered to have 1on1 time with me .