Before you judge this is clearly an emotional response rather than a rational reponse, and I'm looking for some insight into what this says about me, for someone to enlighten me on any toxicity. I've dropped my redpill way of thinking but this is one of those things potentiallty red-pillish which I can't seem to shake. When I see girls being hoes, going through "hoe phases", being extremely promiscuous, high body count etc etc I just feel like I lose respect for them. Meanwhile I have no likewise reaction at guys being fuckboys. I feel like the difference is with girls they're just giving themselves away to all the horny guys who would fuck anything really, some dudes fuck socks, so it doesn't mean anything except the girl has no respect for themselves. On the other hand for a man to be very promiscuous it speaks to some sort of skill/successful effort - any girl would get hundreds/thousands of tinder matches per day, independent of how attractive they are, while even the best looking guys would never get this many.

Does anyone get where I'm coming from? I'm aware of the current mainstream view that this conclusion is a hypocritical double standard, but I feel some of the points I've made as to the difference in social dynamic of women wanting to be promiscuous vs men wanting to be so speak to the contrary, but please enlighten me to any errors into my thinking. I'm just trying to make sense of why I feel negatively towards girls having high body counts to be honest and if there's an issue with me feeling that way. Perhaps the resentment is a manifestation of a subtle jealousy as a man towards how easy it is for any women to fuck as much as they want. Even if that were true I can't see the flaw in my logic about how the current social dynamic makes a girl fucking around and a guy fucking around speak to different things about the character of said girl/guy. A girl fucks around she is "easy" a guy he is a "playboy".