Everything is going fine in a way. Now they just tell me my gods are lies, don't imagine too much and my girlfriend is pretty but they would rather have a Muslim as my partner also my relations with my sister is completely destroyed after a night of debate where I was the idiot because I'm not good at debates at all 😀.

I thought there was no way out...until I told my girlfriend where she was pissed and wanted to have an angry conversation my family (she's scary but I love her 😂).

But in the end we decided to make a plan for me to leave. So far the plan is going well actually. But it just feels scary living here. It feels like one small mistake or a big one could topple it all down. Being around my blood family feels like I'm in danger but that might be just mental stuff. I've felt guilty for planning to leave but as time goes on I see that's it's for the best and also I'm glad I'm leaving.

Thank you all of you who have been kind to me and I'm sorry for making it seem like a final note thing ._.