Don't get me wrong I'm very happy that I left Islam and joined my belief with the gods but I mean I'm unsure if my reason to leave my country is good enough reason to leave or to seek asylum.

All the problems I have is just that I'm being verbally abused by my family, culture dictates that the youngest of the family has to watch over my parents and I was isolated from but actually not isolated since I still am able to have my laptop and phone and still got in touch with my friend and got new friends

I admit that lately I have been very confused like I don't know what is true like if I am abused or not.

All in all I'm very confused and I need help if I'm overreacting or not so please help me