I'm stuck here in Malaysia, I stopped school after elementary since I was a dyslexic and couldn't find any other school that had special kids programs, i started to think atheist thought and developed a imaginary friend to cope with my loneliness of being homeschooled, after just being able to see my old friends on a regular basis, parents brought me to an ustaz/imam who told my parents that I was influenced by Jinn, that my atheist thoughts weren't my own. I was stuck staying and serving my family for four years now.

Converted to paganism, told my parents about it, brought me to the same Ustaz/imam and told them the same thing and that next time I should be sent to a madrasah. Also can't express my feelings because that maybe work of Jinn so I just have to be cheerful all the time

Tried contacting a group who helps ex Muslims, they couldn't help and said my reason to seek asylum wasn't valid, I then discovered that the last child of the family has to serve their parents and take care of them, even though they insult me so much. Been trying to publish a fantasy book but I stopped because family needed more help and I was an idiot thinking they would be grateful, last year they let a toddler decide what happens on my birthday, said toddler was allowed to bully me because she had no one else like that. Now let's see the reason for asylum: Escaping unwilling servitude and mental abuse But Daemian...that's not valid proof

Well then what else is there but to just die here, I'll die in my own little protest, in the sun, dying of starvation because I'm just doing it knowing it's all for not because I have given up on myself really. So if any of you would like to plan the protest with me just tell me