Maybe it's my fault that I let people mostly be themselves and happy how they want to be. I don't put hate towards people whose ideas are different than mine, but I'm chaste, I wore scarfs over my hair to protect against fallout and pollution and I'm immensely very spiritual and scientific in my universal understanding so I thought that reverting to Islam was going to yield less hypocrites in those areas, but I found the extreme opposite, and so 9 yrs after reverting to sufism I am heavily considering opening up to other faiths by becoming Human again and to open marriage to other prospects that meet my stringent requirements and hopefully find the less hypocritical spiritualists. I can't really get over the fact this was my choice and I put some much effort in enhancing what I was already spiritually doing, believing in the mass spiritual constructive interference of brainwave frequencies to enhance the intentions we set in our prayers 5-7x a day.

have been met with those just doing Haram behind closed doors, accusing me of Haram because I was a revert and in reality doing nothing and having only innocent intentions in all my interactions.

It's restrictive to women for no reason other than patriarchal control over reproductive rights to further raise children under islam and propagate the misogynistic control, just like catholicism, except the men are more backwards and still see women as less human than they are. It really bothers me that we still have men on this earth not wanting to serve us as we alone hold the key to propagation of the species.

If we hold any gender lesser , scientifically men are the lesser and women should be endowed with special rights as we can carry clones of human females in our bodies, females are less likely to be spontaneously aborted in utero and cloned females are stable fatality-wise when using ex utero methods, cloned males have high fatality rates. Male Y chromosome is exactly the X chromosome minus several sex-related so Eve was likely the one with her "rib" taken out to make Adam. I hate having to go to the extremes with Muslim men trying to justify the abuse and objectification of women, bc I find the above a valid argument against men entirely.

Regardless of Allah's origins, aliens are real and they created us as an experiment, instituted religion and orchestrated division amongst societies so we would not work towards a common goal. I believe we have changed and adapted religion so we were the center of the universe but their is just too much evidence against it and so any religion where I have to serve anyone else is slavery. I believe as God is the universe and it's parallel consciousness we create as a life force In the universe. I applaud Muhammad, he indeed was wise and tried to correct the things to overall keep people safe, but people want to run rampant and instituting restrictive and bipartisan morals isn't the best way to implement protection as it isn't in this day either. He failed and others decided to assimilate the Quran and further interpret it within their own favor rather than it being for the good of all. All the hadiths and Shria law reminds me of propaganda the US and Nazi wrote during WW2 to justify killing Jews, homosexuals, disabled persons, children, women and anyone that didn't go along with the state. The Quran by Muhammad was stated with good intentions, but as with humans they used it to further their propoganistic financial and social control policies rather than for good of humanity and love for the species.

I don't really hold either men or women lesser and Persons with LGBTQ identities I find it's not my job to impart morals on you and just find As human trying to enjoy the small piece of and earth we all have.

I just hope we haven't deviated too much and allowed the governments to continue to enslave us where we loose all our freedoms and work to satisfy only them and their worldly desires. They will keep us believing the world is scarce and we have no escape from Earth except death unless we fight back by collaborating and stop worrying about such petty things that prevent us from our common goal.

So that's why I will soon be a humanist.