Hey lovely people, It's only been a day and I am struggling with the fasting environment. Everyone is talking about it and I am just draining. They all assume I'm fasting even though I took my hijab off a while ago. And everyone wants me to use this month to get closer to god. I can't share everything on my mind because it will make things worst. And I also don't want to tell them I'm not fasting because my family seems so happy with it and I don't want to continue hurting them. I am sick of their entitlement with this faith, their prayers, their religious wishes for me. I feel stuck. (And yes I currently live in a western country but I can't move out because I will lose my family).