So I was just wondering...did anyone ever have issues with the imposed generalization the org normalized? Like in the WT and especially during talks? Especially when they speak on your own behalf...for example when the watchtower says something like "We are very happy to serve jehovah with all our heart and not live for ourselves" or when a brother is giving a talk and asks something like "How do we feel to have the privilege of carrying out the preaching work?" and then he proceeds to also say "we are filled with joy and delight to do God's work"

Everytime that happened I would silently scream in my head...like noo dont speak for me I'm not filled with joy...I'm filled with sadness, anxiety and depression...what does jehovah want from me...if he is almighty why cant he do his own work why does he want me to sacrifice my own happiness to do something he can easily do himself...why are you telling me how I feel about this...when I'm walking around knocking from door to door I feel alot of things but I assure you "bountiful joy" is not one of them.

And let me not evn start with the fake ass testimonies at the assemblies lmaooo