I've decided to officially board the D-Train for a number of reasons. Quick background: baptized at 17, left mentally at 18, immediate family left officially two years ago. Now about 21, living with my gf and another ex jw. I want to bring that chapter if my life to a close. I've given this a lot of thought and I want to walk out with my head held high. I plan to attend the meeting where I'm disfellowshipped as well, respectfully of course. Anyway, I've never actually had a "back room meeting" because I'm a fucking good liar. So what can I expect? The tone, questions, etc. This is my last stop before I make it a reality, so any other advice is appreciated.