Just got out of a meeting and I'm fuming with the local needs. The theme is to think like God not men and constantly said trust gods channel and have the GB's back.

Illustration of people needing to trust moses in the exodus and with plagues.

Says we trusted God's channel durring pandemic and listened.

Same usual crap how when things make sense we can go with it with ease. but when challenged it will be harder but we must trust God's channel.

This elder was so invested, his conviction was like Splane getting fussy over the governments.

Once he was finished a pioneer woman said "woah" out loud and the congregation applauded after as if he just said something remarkable.

I'm dissfellowshiped and can't show my cards but I wanted to walk out sooo bad. I just can't. My fading journey will be quick once reinstated I can't take this much longer.