I've been dissfellowshiped for 4 months, now fully awake and tomorrow going to the hall. I'm working my way back for family only. We are all really close and do big family vacations etc.

I've grown a beard and will probably skip a tie tomorrow, just feels odd with the tie thing lol like its not a complete suit.

I normally walk in after the song and leave right after closing prayer to avoid people. I sit right in front of my parents who save a seat for me and hardly look at them.

I'm currently greeted by the door brother or a head nod from a MS peer or a good to see you from Judicial Committee elders.

If I walk in before the song I don't know how I should act. Maybe like the sister from the update video? Can my parents hug me? Will my uncle shake my hand or say hi? Will the elders police how long an interaction with a DF person can be?

If an elder makes a scene and does police interaction with my family I don't think I could stay calm or not react to blatant mistreatment to a human being especially my own parents.

Being awake everything is so silly and just dumb but my pimi mom is always so emotional about the situation so I worry about her. My dad doesn't show any of his cards he's a brick wall like me.