DF'd and trying to return to get family back with plans to fade. 26M 3rd Gen witness born in 1 year as MS.

Went on a date because I deserve it after having many relationships ruined by the borg. Ie not dating girls in High school or college and doctrine being reason for arguments with my ex who was baptized but the bad girl type.

The girl I went on 1 date with moved too fast for me anyway but regardless what happened is crushing me. She changed her Facebook status to in a relationship and that ended up on my page. This was Saturday.

Woke up Sunday to a text from an elder who was on my Judicial Committee saying my Facebook was hacked and I needed to clean it up. While the particular relationship I wasn't solid on the idea still hurts me so much.

Like I'm no longer a JW but my life is still under controll. I felt so much relief after the announcement and basically cured my depression as I was free. But my family means everything to me and we're really close.

Ahh I'm like sad grieving and back to being upset again and so lost.