So I've been pomo for nearly 20 years. And for many of that I really held new animosity towards the society. I was smart enough to not get baptized and dip once I got old enough. But I started therapy a few years ago and I realized I had a lot of baggage and trauma due to my time in the Borg. I tried talking to my mom about it a couple years ago and every time she would bring up JW stuff I would refute the comment she was making with facts. I realized today that in the last year I spoke to my mom twice because she just doesn't reach out to me apparently if I don't want to hear her bullshit about the society then she doesn't really want to talk to me... Fuck you watchtower. Don't really know what type of response I want to hear even if I want any I just felt like venting where people might get how I feel. Also I should say that up until the point where I started not being okay with her talking to me about being a JW and all their bullshit me and her had a great relationship even after I left.