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Sometimes I just feel immense sadness. I know I have issues with self confidence, lack of motivation, belief that I am not worth...really anything. Who cares? What's the point? I try so hard to imagine the future and what it might hold. In the end it all feels like a fantasy. What kind of fake existence am I living in? I have been through years and years of counseling. I am on antidepressants. I know all the coping mechanisms. It has been 22 years since I've disassociated. I hate that I'll never be able to shake it and only have the option to cope with it. That coupled with a mother critical of my looks and everything about me..it's just been a challenge. I get so fucking tired. I am tired. Does anyone feel as I do?
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