Don't get me wrong, since I've deconverted I've realized how unloving the god of the Bible really is. But I was told that the creator of the universe infinitely loved me beyond comprehension. When I discovered that simply isn't true, it made me feel really sad. The harsh truth is nobody truly loves you unconditionally. At a certain point there is always some limit to our affection. We're only human.

Edit: Unconditional love refers to (per Wikipedia) "affection without any limitations." While a parent's love for their child is often used as an example, the reality is that a child's behavior impacts their parent's affection towards them. I grew up with a bunch of siblings. I have eyes.