So, I really didn’t know how to title this but I went with exactly what I want to say.

I am SO spiritually burnt out, and I didn’t realise until my one friend who practises ATR started basically interpreting a recurring dream of mine. I realised that I’m actually not in any place to be getting involved in “spiritual” practise because I felt so triggered by her telling me to “pray” something away and to cleanse my space and so forth.

I don’t want to believe that my dreams mean something rn. I don’t want to dedicate my life to anyone or anything else but MYSELF. I know a lot of ex Christian’s go on to practise other religions/forms of spirituality, and I thought I wanted to too… But with the way I was so triggered by a dream being interpreted, I really realised I’d rather live life “blind” to things spiritual right now, than to go back and be neck deep in the praise, worship and dedication of things I can’t directly see. It’s so overwhelming :(